..memoirs of yesterday..

2009-02-02T07:16:00.001-08:00

Gorgeous people of Asia,
I have moved, yet again.

Kindly update your links!
:)

http://huddds.blogspot.com

2009-02-01T01:45:00.000-08:00

The month of Love.
Sweet February Darlings!

"you know, its about that satisfaction. about giving your all and expecting the best. what's the point of gaining so much, but you still feel that void in your heart...just because you know what you got was not the best you had in mind?"

now life's not perfect.
but we work for it, don't we?

2009-01-31T09:43:00.000-08:00

son of a LANCER says:
if he wanna marry u???
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® says:
which is never possible?
son of a LANCER says:
lol
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® says:
BUT I'D SAY YES IN A HEARTBEAT
son of a LANCER says:
who knows
son of a LANCER says:
u aso look nice wd
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® says:
hahahahahahahha

now the idiot who can't sleep tonight is talking about John Abraham.
again, huda is chasing the wind. but hey, it's nice to know that someone thinks i look nice. heh.

and yes john abraham it is for me (now). i'd say yes to him in a heartbeat.

2009-01-30T06:36:00.000-08:00

i've always wanted a simple life.
but everything up to this point has been complicated.

in every sense of the word.

i suppose i got stucked to:
"if you can't have the one thing in life, you can always have everything else."

but will everything, be enough?

---------
ALLAH didn't make me NURUL HUDA for nothing.

2009-01-29T05:52:00.000-08:00

this is out of angst and shock but heck.

i may be fat but at least i'm not a bitch like you.
good god, you've changed.

*shakes head

2009-01-27T05:30:00.001-08:00

CNY.
4 days of not seeing the corporate office and no one to watch out for.
How nice.

And pleasure was added seeing J.Abraham in his undies walking arnd the kitchen sipping orange juice. (i know im gg to get many eyebrows raised after this one. heh)

Mother, please marry me to J.Abraham and i shall start teaching Feez how to count using his muscles. HAHA.

Ok Huda is insane and she loves catching things that she cannot have. And partly due to that, she is neither happy nor sad.

What the hell.

Grad's up in March, can dear Hadi get me a place during the engineering big day? Please, i need to see some ppl take the throne. Thank you very much.

2009-01-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

after 7 long years, i stepped back into gd ol greenview.
im gonna make mr henry lau finally proud and those cambridge markers regret they gave me a bloody D7 twice.

so scrap my previous resolutions.
nothin can be as important as this.

MY 2009 RESOLUTION:
- GET GRADE A FOR CALCULUS -

afterall they say "The third time's lucky."
insyaALLAH.

:)

GONG XI FA CAI!

2009-01-20T05:26:00.000-08:00

the new HOT dish.

~~subsuka~~penn badgley ♥

hidungmu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku.

*evil grinz

2009-01-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

the words he recite to me everyday,
he wrote it with passion.

***

in life, you eventually have to face your fears.

big, small..sooner or later. its just so impossible to dodge.

i've been running away from MATHEMATICS eversince i flunked big time in my O's back then. and i so thought i was safe. i guess we made a wrong turn somewhere or i became a lil slow and it ended up that MATHEMATICS is catchin up on me now, chasing me from the back.

fate.
how great.

"stand tall. hold the ground, fight.
shake the passes, move the masses, c'mon. fight."

FIGHT.
face and fight your fears, huda.
it's about time.

***

with my strength and weakness,
i see the light and darkness.
do we descend for grace,
to seek bravery in our voices?

-B

2009-01-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

When Abg Taufik Batisah Hits the centerstage NYP, the ~~crowd~~girls go gaga!

*CREDITS*
Photographer: The ever Gorgeous Danny Phyo
(who makes formalwear on a hot day look super cool)

Camera-Woman (Danny took pics using her Cammy): Partner in Crime, Jannah J.
(who can move her ears & has lotsa pretty dresses)

AND BEHOLD, YOUR SINGAPORE IDOL.
(okay, imma bigger fan of Hady, so this is out to mom & sis)

(so manja, so sayang!)

(psst: QIE, oaks tau. hahah)

(super happy mas who went MIA frm where she should be)

(and....me? i wasn't prepared for Taufik)

Finito!

2009-01-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

2 seconds of Pure Magix.
The world stopped.

You & I.

***

19 weeks. 133 days.
And i thought by not meeting you for THAT long would have taken all the feelings away.

Baby, i thought wrong.
The butterflies are meant to stay.

Alhamdulillah.

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

2009-01-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

God bless the person who returned my EZlink card.
Thank you so very much.
:)

And sweet, sweet TAUFIK BATISAH invaded NYP causing some girls to turn mentally insane and some turn deaf.

Me and Mas?
Let's not go there.

Pics up, hopefully soon.

"He is your guidance in Life,
Put your Faith in Him."
-Taufik Batisah & Hady Mirza
(oh so sayangs!)

2009-01-07T06:14:00.000-08:00

i dont have Mr A-Z to make me happy like Qie.
i dont have a bf of 3 yrs who tolerates and loves me for who i am like Nona.
i dont have 12 gorgeous men surrounding me like Licia. (*jealous pouts*)
nor do i have beauty that set men swinging their necks at every canteen i walk into like Mas.

and today, i dont even have ezlink to take the bus home.
sucky, sucky week.

please let it get better.
PLEASE.

2009-01-06T03:59:00.000-08:00

i guess it's just me and not them.
i think i've changed.

ohmygod.

"good things come for those who wait"

2009-01-04T03:58:00.000-08:00

you, love, was not the most evil man on earth.
you gave me faith.

but they took the last strand of hope i had left.

(insert vulgarities)

2009-01-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

the grass, love, really is greener on the other side of the hill.
shall we get there?

***

Over the last weekend of the year,
i came to notice a few things that became an eye-opener for myself.

So i would like to extend my heartfelt thanks to two brothers who made me realise that I've yet to see the other side of the world.

"I got a reason to live, A heartful of Love, and Dreams to take flight."

Goodbye sad notes of 08', HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOOH 09'.

"nothing feels better than when words clash with melody.
its the most amazing drug in the world
when one gets lost and find solace in music."
-Idham Budiman, dec 23.

2008-12-31T05:10:00.000-08:00

And so we've reach the end of one year, again.

2008 came and left so fast that i had difficulty keeping up with time (and friends) at one point. It has been a great year (of ups and downs) and pray more great years to come.

Ending the year with the sounds of drums from the wicked brothers and starting 09' with a positive note. It will all be good.

New Year's Resolution.

1)i NEED to lose 20kg by the end of 2009 (toughie baby, but i can try.)
2)i NEED to start afresh, regain my confidence and stop being so scared.
3)i NEED to lower down some expectations (but still, only settling for the best and not settling for 2nd best)

and not forgetting to be a better muslim, daughter, sister and friend.
insya-ALLAH.

huda's back in business baybeh!

Happy new year darlings.
:)

2008-12-30T17:10:00.000-08:00

goddammit.
get that crooner off my ears and mind.

***

im just walking my blues away, i've got to be strong
trying not to go astray for far too long
i'm just cruising in my hood and i feel good
i cant swing in my stride, my rhythm relentless
i walk the streets, it awakens my senses
the cracks in the pavements, the sounds of places

i hear the street sing to me...
...in the dead of night.

2008-12-28T20:01:00.001-08:00

you, love, was not the most evil man on earth.
you gave me faith.

but they?
they took the last strand of hope i had left.

(insert vulgarities)

2008-12-28T20:01:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder if that 4 hours i had with my Mr D was just my own imagination. hallucination due to stress. those sweet nothings whispered were just sounds of the wind. yep, maybe it's about time i accept the fact that it might be just that.

you're not the best in store, baby..
so goodbye came as fast as hello ever was.

and nope, huda never settles for 2nd best.

and it's ~~okay~~ if you had to go away
oh just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally ~~found you someone else~~ and that's ~~okay~~
cause I'll remember everything you sang...
-Jason Mraz, You & I Both

2008-12-27T01:55:00.000-08:00

Saturdays' couldnt get any better than THIS.

Wicked Day Out with THE ONE & ONLY.

Self-Explanatory?
Good.
*big grinz*

2008-12-25T01:41:00.000-08:00

"Life's a roller coaster ride"

As of now, im at pit bottom in exasperated want to be up again.
I feel like shit, i look ugly and everything is so bloody messed up.

I feel this fear of the unknown.
And i want to be rid of it.

2008-12-23T05:18:00.000-08:00

Gemini & Scorpio Coworker Compatibility

When Gemini and Scorpio learn to glory in each other's differences, they can create a force to be reckoned with. Scorpio is more focused and more determined than Gemini, while Gemini is easily adaptable and more outgoing than Scorpio. Scorpions have an intense loyalty to their team, while Gemini is more relaxed about life in general. Each partner has different ultimate goals, but if they work together they can achieve anything.

This can be a very goal-oriented alliance. It tends to be intense and often argumentative, because Scorpio has a jealous nature and Gemini can come across as an uncaring person who likes to debate just for the fun of it. Scorpio tends to be more patient, but is also more possessive than Gemini. Despite their differences, both partners love risk and taking chances; this is not a boring association! Gemini and Scorpio can have lots of adventures together. At times they can have difficulty understanding each other, because Gemini is an extrovert, up front and open, while Scorpio is more mysterious. Both partners need to sit down at the bargaining table every once in a while and work out a peace treaty!

The best aspect of the Gemini-Scorpio relationship is the strength they have when they function as a unit. They can champion any cause they choose, and obtain any goal. They are both winners, and they won't give up, making theirs an alliance that never settles for second best.

i suppose only ONE could figure this out.
i guess noone ever (or could ever) push him down the charts eyy.
*winks*

2008-12-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

Dear all,

Nurul Huda will be on leave from 22 Dec 08 till 1 Jan 09.
For love consultations, problem solutions and other matters of the heart, please hold all enquiries till the new year starts.

The diva is greatly exhausted for the time being.
Thank you very much.

"The reason why i have killed you was simply because...
...you pointed your blade at my pride. "

-Capt'n Kuchiki Byakuya,Bleach Ep 198

2008-12-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

school ~~sweet~~ school.

my first language is business management.
my second is manufacturing engineering.

now, i dont have a strand of interest in engineering of any sorts (besides the men i suppose) so i am having a tad of difficulty understanding the lingo.

i'm reading english but it's as if im trying to understand greek.
so all i really need is some help (thanks missy) and perhaps for the boys (oh the hot hot boys) to get back to school for some MF tuition.

no kidding.
i cannot imagine haikal/hafiz/yunus/yazid/farhan giving me insights on the art of manufacturing, but it'd be interesting i'd figure.

aah yes, for now i'd settle for the safer bet.
Nur Misuari.

innovative technology.
such beauty of innovation.
-_-"

2008-12-15T03:47:00.000-08:00

i know nothing of your existence.
not a name, a face or a voice to begin with.
i know not of the truth in your words,
if you were even half the man you portray to be.

for all i have is you living in my fantasy.
imagination it is, imagine i shall.
till we meet, if such ever will be,
continue you shall remain, my fantasy.

my guilty pleasure, apocalypse.

"To you I shall say, as I often said before,
Do not be in a hurry, the right man will come at last."
-Jane Austen, Pride & Prejudice

2008-12-14T03:44:00.000-08:00

a sudden reign of terror awoke them one not-so-fine sunday morning.
slowly, fear crept slowly up the back of their spines.
clutchin each other, they braced themselves and took the step forward.

Only to be confronted with anger and hatred.
Funny how, one week of fun-filled moments could go crashing down in just a few hours.

Funny, how you talk of rights.
And they see nothing of such sorts.
In fact, all they see is the wrongs.

*sigh

and i shall not falter,i shall not even drop a tear.
for i will stand strong, stable and free.
just so you cld see your weakness mirrored in this eyes, in me.

2008-12-13T03:40:00.000-08:00

"For showing me the importance of true friendship.
For making me realise that i dont need a chap to make me feel important,
to give me self-esteem."
-Me & Mr. Darcy, Alexandra Potter

2008-12-12T08:40:00.001-08:00

It's 6:15am and you hear Arctic Monkeys crooning to wake me up.
Hit the snooze buttons for 8 more minutes and continue the dream journey.

6:23am. Alex Turner starts waking me up again and i get fed-up, swing both legs over the bed, get up - eyes closed - headed to the bathroom for that cold morning shower.

6:50am Dressed and ready for breakfast. Random menu for every morning, grab and go lunch, clip up my hair, fit my headset, pack my back.

7:20am Kisses mummy and leaves the house.

7:30am Zombified, board the train and continue sleeping like nobody's watchin.

8:15am Reaches Harbor Front MRT station, looks out for Joey and heads to the big bus stop for the shuttle. Meets the guy in black who smokes in front of PH, admires the Blue Scrammie and overcome the muddy pavement to get to the bus stop.

8:25pm Boards the shuttle that plays Chinese Christmas Songs and gawk at that gorgeous man with no ring on his finger.

8:32am Alights, changes pass and heads to the cafeteria to grab Joey's b'fast, smile to Darryl and overcome the "hell gate". Enters lift, 21st story and presses the door closing button for over 10 times and it still wont budge. So you camp in the open lift, while people pour in and after a long while, the door closes.

9:00am Fits the headset, Starts work and dread the slow moving time.

12:00pm Joanna looks at me and screams "JIA YOU!" and truts off to lunch.

1:00pm Half-dead, cold and hungry, Juliana stands up, smile and says "happy working".

2:00pm FINALLY. Hit the aux mode and grabs JOEY to go for lunch.

3:00pm Back to work, sleepy and lazy. Strings of incoming funds to be checked.

5:00pm Joanna taps me and says "ONE MORE HOUR" - or rather, she screamed.

5:57pm Tension of silence as you wait and pray that no calls would come in till 6:00pm.

5:58pm The damned phone beeps and you answer the call with a stupid frown and a stupid-er grin plastered on Joanna's face cos she cant believe my bad luck to answer a LONG WINDED merchant call 2 minutes before work ends.

6:17pm Call ends, and i log off. Another day has ended. Bounced off to catch the shuttle.

Phew, what a day.
Thank god its all over.

9 weeks,served.

Officially free,
School sweet school...await my return.

2008-12-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be.
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

goddammit.
will you just hurry home please, dear mr darcy?

2008-12-07T08:26:00.001-08:00

Daylight has never been so beautiful.
"As beautiful as you".

***

When one journey ends,
another begins.

However you look at it,
Ours has just begun.

***

And nightfall has never been so sweet.
Before i met you.

2008-12-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

DROPS OF JUPITER

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me.

bon voyage, new best friend.
i'll miss you, ~~soul~~mate.

2008-12-03T05:43:00.001-08:00

"The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind."
-Bob Dylan

***

2 damned hours.
and now i cant think about anything but you.

how great.

2008-11-30T05:55:00.000-08:00

i look at myself in the mirror and i barely recognize myself.
i see someone who is tired, half-dead and sad.
i see someone who is almost desperate to get out of this life and get on with another.

and then i see that tinge of fear.
the fear that can result to the ruination of just about anybody.
and i long to be rid of it.

12 dec, hurry come.

i'd be in denial if i say i don't miss you like crazy.

2008-11-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

i need a freaking life makeover.
i need to renovate my messy room.
i need to cut my hair.
i need to lose weight.
i need a new wardrobe.
i need nice clothes.
i need my clean and clear face back.
i need new make-up.
i need to be pretty.

i need to start living life.
i need to start dating (okay, maybe not).

oh and for god's sake, i need to see you badly lil boy.

2008-11-25T05:09:00.000-08:00

Orders for X'mas Bedazzled is CLOSED.
Thank you for your kind support and assuarances.
Keep the money flowing in ya?

haha.

***

11 more days to the end of this journey.
and we shall embark on a whole new path.

hang on strong darlings!
:)

ps: for my seoul garden babes, the pics are already up on multiply (sweet 22nd folder). njoy!

2008-11-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

you kept your silence.
so why are you treating me like some stupid stranger you have never known?

***

Saturday was madness!
Stayed in the garden of Seoul for 5 hours catching up with lost times.
I painted my nails red, wore a dress and shopped for a SIZE M instead of XL.
I got complimented by a stranger and that definitely boosted up the morale tt's been running low.

and finally here i am ending sunday again.
how i dread work, but responsibility is mine.
let's conquer these 13 days and i'm a free bird flying back to school sweet school.

can't wait.

"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid...
...and deeds left undone."
-harriet beecher stowe

2008-11-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

I'm pathetically losing my sense of being cupid.
How can i tell people who are in love that they can't die without the other half?
(okay,i'm being realistic here. you don't die if you're single)

Yes, it gets lonely at times.
Yes, it hurts at times.
But you don't DIE.

Don't freaking lie to me that you do.
Because i've loved, i've lost so many times..but i'm still standing here positive about the world and life.

You should too.
Take a peek down memory lane, heal those wounds.
Get back up and conquer the world (but dun be evil ok).

:)

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone,
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run.
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess,
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes.

2008-11-14T01:22:00.000-08:00

Sweet 22's a blast of little good things!

One more seoul-ful garden trip with the girls to let loose and get crazy.
Can't wait.

:)

2008-11-12T08:56:00.000-08:00

it is very nice to know that not everyone qualifies for the idiotic jackass of the year award like you do, baby. but then again...that is what makes you special, isnt it?

2008-11-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

For the gorgeous hunk who shares the same big day,
Happy B'day Leo DiCaprio!

***

Officially old.
So i turn a year sweeter today, after a whole journey of ups and downs.

My sincerest thanks for all the well wishes, memories & presents.
I'm overwhelmed with love from family & friends.
I'm blessed, Thank you very much everyone.

Tristan,
thank you for the pleasant surprise.
thank you for endin my day with a sweeter note.
:)

There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved.
It is God's finger on man's shoulder.
-Charles Morgan

2008-11-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

the way you look at her, the way you lullaby-ed her name on your lips.
the fire of jealousy burning in me.

that sudden longing to look you in the eyes and pass off some sacarstic remark just continues to tug at my heart. sucky you know, this feeling.

the feeling of not knowing if i will ever see you again.
i miss you badly that i started talking to your picture.
99% of the time it helps, i'm heading to woodbridge anytime soon anyway.

but before that happens, promise me that no matter how insane i get,

you will always be my source of motivation?

promise me you will stay till i come back.

you and i both know we keep our promises true and fulfil them.

calling out to you in hard rock 06' and Jam&Hop 08'
if you've held my waist and gave me way, pls tag me.

2008-11-08T23:57:00.000-08:00

Paling agung teman terulung
Tenunan emas sayap hidup ku
Tak ingin ku undur bertamu
Bertakhta teguh
Ke akhir waktu
-Teman Terulung, Anuar Zain.

***

An evening with Anuar Zain was one of the BEST concerts i have ever attended in my whole life. Thanks to Qie for winning the tics and choosing me to be her companion for the night. We were surrounded by couples left and right, but its ok. I felt loved all the same. I'm blessed.

The Whole show was fantabulous! *standing ovation*
The Opening + Closing acts were so beautiful i could replay it in my mind over and over again. Anuar Zain is sucha sincere man, he touched my heart eventhough he seemed like a miniature doll from where i was seated. But heck, BIG vocals that touched everyone's heart that night.

*sweet sigh*
this's the reason i'm single.
i want the perfect man and i don't care if you think i'm choosy.
:)

2008-11-07T18:26:00.000-08:00

Thank you seemed such little words as compared to the happiness overwhelming friday. Your sweet thoughtful plan made the start of the weekend a perfect one.

How can anyone manage to make a "nightmare-ish" place fill with love and laughter? haha. You remained by my side through thick and thin from day 1. For everything (hearing me blab abt hot men to cold hearted customers, having patience, being my listening ear...) Thank you sunshine.

For the rest of the UOB team: JH,Juliana,JiaPing,Mandy,Joanna,Jonathan,Sara,Jenn,Hairin,Serena,Saly.

Thank you too. God bless you all.
:)

Joey is a bad liar but sucha sweet sweet friend you can't help falling in love with.
so guys, she's one hot single lady, if you know what i mean. *winks

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy;

they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom."

- Marcel Proust

2008-11-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

"People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them."

-George Bernard Shaw

***

you're my goldlion opportunity, love.
the last streak of what i have.
please make me smile, because i hate to give up.

please.

2008-11-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

I Walked, I Ran,
I Jumped, I Flew,
Right off the ground,
To float to you.
There's no gravity,
To hold me down,
For real.

But Somehow
I'm still alive inside.
You took my breath,
But I survived.
I don't know how,
But I don't even care.

So How,
Do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.

Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
Its No Air, No Air.

Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gon' be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe..

***

eversince UOB became tolerable,
i have been singing in the mornings (irritating joey) and smiling to myself for no rhyme or reason. the signs of huda being in love.

problem is, i DON'T HAVE A CLUE who or what i'm so in love with/abt.
i'm school sick.

and i miss you.
i miss the HOT the SEXY & the HILARIOUS!

24 more days.

2008-11-02T00:00:00.001-07:00

everything is OVER.
everything we once had.
6 years, gone.

and life moves on.

happy 24th, first love.

How could ever we forget, the day that we first met..
Baby, do you remember sweet november?

2008-10-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

i don't know who to thank and what happened. but i think i got myself back. something just practically clicked back to place and i got my rhythm running the correct way again.

as long as i get what i deserve, i'm contented. i'm going to work hard and race for the best results, even if you wont be meeting me at the finishing end.

at least HE is with me.
the only one, ALLAH.

14 days down, 26 more to go.

2008-10-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

Dear Casanova,

You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get over
If I had my way, surely you would be closer
I need you closer

You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can.

The mark of a true crush, is that you fall in love first...

And grope for reasons afterward.

2008-10-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Sunday with My Big Fat Greek Wedding

& the superb Fashion Rocks 07.
Something i find rather amusing to share with you fellow readers.

So how much would the lucky girl get if Haikal was the one initiating THIS version of musical chairs? I'd love to find out.

*grinz

2008-10-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

Cupid's taking a pretty long leave for some this week.
For my fellow lovers, heaps of patience and prayers might do you all some good.
Hold on strong.

Missy & Mapito, i'm here fer you guys if you need a listenin ear.

Qie, it's gg to be normal again..soon.
*hugs

***

TGIF & The Long Weekend.
Caught up with some friends from back then and reminisce our childhood together. Broke into laughter, distracted others, shed a tear as i saw how fast time flies. How people change. And how i am still the same ol' me.

I guess its all cool although work sucks. It's a place where they turn human to monsters. I somehow feel i'm almost inhuman although my jobscope requires me to be as humane as possible. The irony of it.

I cannot imagine dragging myself out of bed everyday dreading work. Thank God this is temporary, so i shall do my best for that A and work my way up.

Wish me luck people, i did a few wonders this weekend that i'm hoping against hope that it will work the positive way. InsyaALLAH.

***

And for my baby who's having a difficult time in Spain, be strong.
All the best love. I'll be hearing news of your win pretty soon.
:)

2008-10-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

Lina: Does these men know they stalk you?
Me: Stop making me sound like a pathetic psyco. I don't STALK them, i ADMIRE them, there's a difference.
Lina: Right, so do they know?
Me: I hope not.

***

I guess i'm about to find out.
I have some sweet lil plans up my sleeves.
I just pray it works the correct way, for a correct reason.
*evil grinz

2008-10-24T10:11:00.001-07:00

I believe that ALLAH chose me to go through these challenges for a reason.

I believe that HE will not let me go through something i don't have the strength to face. I believe that my strength lies somewhere.

I believe that i can do this.

I believe that he believes in me, and I believe in HIM.

I believe.

Happy long weekend, loves!

2008-10-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

Just a lil somethin to share with my fellow UOB mates who's fighting hard for a stable future ahead of us. I guess, life was made unfair for a reason. And this is one of the paths in our learning journey. So no matter how difficult and stressful it is, it is our learning points in life and i'm sure endurance will pay off for us.
What doesn't kill us, just makes us stronger.
InsyaALLAH.

Let's stand strong together and make this journey one interesting, fruitful experience.

All the best, loves!

***

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

2008-10-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

the wonders of my school's system.

first i was looking high and low for a lion.
and now, im searching for a rocker.

***

He says that there is "always hope", and somehow i believe in him.
And he will be my motivation for the time being.

And it helps a whole lot more that he's gorgeous like mad.
The sexiest eyes with sweet sweet smile.
Thank you love.

your Isolde awaits.

*hugs to joey & qie for puttin up with me

2008-10-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

2008 Sepang MotoGP was fab!
It was filled with tingling sensations from start to finish.

And again, the gorgeous VALENTINO ROSSI was crowned champion for the day after winning his not 1st, not 2nd, not even 3rd, but 8th WORLD championship in Japan.

*silly grinz

Congrats, love.
You will always be MY champion.

2008-10-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

it was just so easy.
too easy.

i just have to look into your eyes.
your gorgeous, beautiful eyes.
and i'll forget the rest of the world exists.

***

thank you qie!
for the sexy lil souvenirs from paris.
*u know-i know* grinz.

I took your picture, With one particular reason.
And its to capture your character.
I like to sit and stare at cha'..
Ain't nothing wrong with staring at cha'..

2008-10-18T09:36:00.000-07:00

The long awaited weekend is here!

~~Friday.~~
Work was smooth sailing (alhamdulillah).
Shopping spree with Joey @ PS was.....unplanned but complete with a lil extra treat for my impulsive shopping. *shakes head and grinz evil-ly

~~Saturday~~
Woke up early to meet gorgeous Saturday.
The day with FRIENDS!

Our yearly raya outing was reduced to 8 people from 13 due to some unforeseen circumstances. Sadded.

Wished everyone else could make it.
Esp Nurul, the planner for the day.
(babe, you owe me for not turning up *winks)

I'll upload the pics up asap aye?
Thank you Mis Momok, for joinin us this year.
Thank you too for the rest and hope that the outing was complete with everything that was needed and everyone's satisfied. Hope to have an even better one next year. InsyaALLAH.

Sunday!
Might be expecting a surprise visit from a certain someone but let's not put some hopes on it. Meantime, i'll scream and feast my eyes on my gorgeous Rossi for the Sepang Gp.

Gd Luck, Champ.

All my love;
Huda

2008-10-15T21:05:00.000-07:00

i keep asking myself why HE chose me to go through this.
either its karma or its because i'm one of the few that's strong enough to take it.

i'd say the latter motivates me more.

***

The week started like shit.
The worst Monday of my life.
It wasn't blue nor was it even black.

Colors were too nice to be used to describe my Monday.

Attachment started full swing and the stress level shot up.
Lost my appetite, exhausted, emotionally-mentally challenged.
Not to mention that i miss school a whole lot.

*sigh

oh bother.
Friday's soon gg to be here.
a lil more to endure and then i have some nice lil treats up my sleeves for the whole weekend.

till then darlings,
nite!
:)

ps:JOEYYY LIM S.H! - thank you for putting up with me!

2008-10-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

When it reaches a point that you don't see me anymore, would you wonder?
When they tell you bits and pieces about it, would you bother?

***

Huda will be MIA from the premises of NYP for a total duration of 9(oh so long) weeks. For enquiries, please ask Mas.

hahah. ok kidding.
you can reach me through my mobile after 6pm monday-friday.
and sms-es are all welcomed but i will take time to reply k.

i'm on outfield attachment fyi, so your best choice to update/ask etc me stuffs will be by email ok. i shall try to check every night.

i will definitely miss school,
my girls (mas + fy + rach),
the cheaper food,
certain gorgeous people,
friends,
&
the peace.

**Live Audio.
my sincerest apologies for not being able to attend meetings and help out for events. and pls pls pls update me on stuffs kay?

Will miss L.A.
and pls eh. dont corrupt my clubroom.

Thank you very much and please miss me.
:)

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest.

2008-10-07T06:31:00.001-07:00

i'm a certified walking zombie by the end of this week.
thanks to starting attachment by surprise after a whole month of not doing anything.

so yes, please forgive me if my frequency level doesn't match yours at this very moment. thank you very much.

and i know my darling cousins are dying for a look at the pics..
but i'm sorry i've yet time to upload it.
i'm too engrossed with intranet for now and cant concentrate on internet.

haha.
wait up till yr next booking out date aight.

and please pray for my safety - physically, mentally and emotionally.
thank you.

oh and one more thing.
qie gets to get stucked on a holiday in PARIS with a gorgeous good looking young man who has beautiful eyes and nose while i get the chance to have multiple breakdowns for 8 days!

how perfect.

"the lamps are different, but the light is still the same."
-_-

2008-10-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

this year's raya is so very quiet.
but i'm blessed with great family and silly cousins.

thank you.

***

&& a super huge THANK YOU to qie for brightening up the night,
eventhough it was blurry.

now i can keep a visual memory of another gorgeous man

that grace god's green earth.

oh that hunky green lion with sexy eyes, gorgeous nose & beautiful lips.
lalalalalalaaaaaaa, handsome la diaaa!

paris, WAIT FOR ME!

I can't get your smile out of my mind,
I think about your eyes all the time.
You're beautiful, but you don't even try.

2008-09-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when you lose your head
when you get upset
We're there to break your fall
And theres no reason yet
why they took your friends
theres no reason at all.
At all.

When you want to rest your head
On a shoulder that
You know wont turn on you
We're all here till the end
With you my friend..
There's no reason to go.

oh you freaking lied.

***

i got my answers already.
like finally finally finally.

my ex bf is happily attached.
my ex bestfrn lied (bloody hell).
and my ex neighbor...the spark just died.

so case of the ex(s) closed and its time to move on.

i've got a super busy 2008 ahead of me.
1.5 years and then we get that dress and that man.

i've got my future planned ahead.
meantime, we standby for plan B.

and oh,
besok raya.
the super messed up raya is here.

heh.
maaf zahir batin loves

& get well soon, hafiz. :)

2008-09-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

i read nona's blog and all i can say is.
"i shuld have begged daddy to allow me to work for F1"

but then again.
i wouldn't want to miss nurul's bday party for anything.
and that shopping spree with kakak.

not for jolie.
not for beckham.
and definitely not for alonso.

never for alonso.

ok maybe for rossi.

haiyah.

2008-09-27T23:09:00.000-07:00

Iftar for ain's suprise b'day was fab!
the food was gd, the company was hilarious and i had some quality time with kakak.

thank you.

and i dun have a perfect pic of ain on my collection so i resort to stealing her pic on f'ster. hope you didnt mind babe.

Happy birthday darlin.
May you have the best best years ahead.
i love love love and miss you too.

ps: for god's sake, pls stop fighting with mis on my tagboard! heh.

2008-09-26T05:30:00.001-07:00

im angry and im lonely.

i miss ket terribly.

and you cant replace what's lost.

2008-09-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

Raya's coming and i dont feel the excitement.
bummer.

2008-09-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

The moomoo momok who's gg to buy me a small tub of

strawberry haagen daaz.

happy blessed birthday!
sayang mis.

2008-09-15T15:49:00.000-07:00

i was pretty lucky - considering that i was a total nervous wreck - that i didn't faint at the sight of my results.

i'm not going to go through the details here, just one very important part of the whole result thingy that made the week way better.

i finally got in.
:)

alhamdulillah.

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill,
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will.
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain,
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name.

2008-09-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

the week hadn't started pretty good.
70 bucks went flying at 9am in the morning to get myself better.

post-exam stress.
a few more hours and we meet that terrifying moment of truth.

and to top it all of,
somebody's girlfriend called me to ask who i am.

ok fine, you came to me nicely..and i answered you nicely.
but seriously, do you need to do all these interrogating sessions?

fyi, i'm seriously not interested in your bf.

right.
as if im not under enough pressure alr.

2008-09-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

Our private party on friday was a blast.
There wasn't Hady Mirza or any eligible bachelors that i could sneak a peek at but there definitely was a steady stream of important people that could do with some good first impressions.

And i finally got my hands on the long awaited special meatball marinara sandwich prepared by the boss itself. Woohoo!

Ok pics are up on my multiply if any of you curious cats want to check it out.
heh.

And at the meantime, if you're residing over at the north-east and has some serious (subway)sandwich biz to consider applying for, let me know. :)

***

Congrats Pat,
Y(our) dream came true.

2008-09-04T00:54:00.000-07:00

he has a combination of all the wonderful men i love, physically.
he could be THE man of my dreams if i click with the personality.

but he's an insurance agent and im scared of insurance agents.
*sigh
the big IF.

oh well. let's give this a shot and see how many issues arise afterwards.

***

The Compass Point Outlet is up very very soon and we're having the dry run tmr.
I have no idea why im feeling all jittery and nervous but when they said " NURUL HAVE TO BE THERE" and "WEAR SOMETHING PLEASANT, YOU MIGHT NEVER KNOW WHO YOU WILL MEET", i do have the right to feel jittery, don't i?

ok im nervous.
Maybe they invited Hady Mirza.
*giggles*

so, wdh do i wear?

2008-09-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

I Remember You

I remember you.
the days pass by with me visualising your image.
done too frequently, it becomes a sort of bad habit i can't rid off.

I remember everything about you so vividly, it scares me.
I see you insane and slamming doors.
I hear your screaming lungs and foul vulgarities.
I smell your smoke-scented black aura that cannot be mistaken with another's.

I remember your fiery eyes as they meet mine, dancing in an equal desire to win.
I sensed your affection even though you never really show it.
I understood you and yet i didn't.
but I felt your trust touch me in ways you could never imagine.

I remember your lips as they curve into sacarstic smirks
or bloom gorgeously into the sweetest smile.
I hold your kind words of advice and obey your harsh tone of command.
I adore your charisma, your poise and your stand.
I reminisce the past as though it will never end.

I remembered that night when you talked to me and laughed.
I remembered you happy, i remembered you sad.
I remembered you angry and it makes me mad.
I remembered you then and i shall never forget.

“A year, ten years from now, I'll remember this;
not why...only that we were here like this, together.”

-Adrienne Rich

2008-09-01T08:06:00.000-07:00

ok darlings,
selamat meyambut ramadhan!

2008-08-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

3 novels.
3 single-macho-rich-sensual billionaires who met their unexpectant soulmate who happens to be a normal person.

and they live happily ever after.
bah.
i wish it was THAT easy in real life.

2008-08-28T07:11:00.001-07:00

Meet the gorgeous Clinton Moffatt.
The love of my life during my primary school days.

Hafizah will scream at me when she sees this.
Hot eyyy babe?
*winks

2008-08-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

i "stole" the tuesday girl for a day out to shop, shop, shop @ vivo.
And we caught THE DARK KNIGHT which was simply A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
(okay, yes, i know its been out for sometime now..)

it was worth the "sorry we dont have student promo" and the manner-less cina girl behind me who couldnt keep her feet to herself. it was definitely worth the long wait. Joker was superb but Batman...boy, he's stunningly charming! *melts
(i still think he's the sexiest superhero no matter what anyone else tells me)

Then Mas went off to make-over her hair where her hairstylist thinks im fussy and im single because im fussy. -__-"

And after watching an hour of hair decision making process, yours truly made her trip back home..happy and contented.
Heh.

Thanks for the day babe!
:)

They'll hate you for it,
but that's the point of Batman.
He can be the outcast..
He can make the choice that no one else can make..
the right choice.

2008-08-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

We are often wavering,
In our pursuit of all that are uncertain..
That we forget to celebrate,
the one thing in life that promises happiness.

Love.

That comes from the heart,
Calls for our sacrifice,
Claims our loyalty,
Culminating in an eternal bond.

***

i might never see you again after this,
i just wanted you to know that i love you.

i'm sure you do know how much i love you.

2008-08-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr Right,

All I would ask of you is your sincerity, true love, honesty, faith, commitment, stability, humour, initiative and undying passion. But if you had to pamper me with luxury for just one night, please take me to The Jewel Box and make my sweet dreams come true.

Love;
Huda.

***

French Romance at Mount Faber with Jason Mraz and The Jasman's was a great kickstart for the sem break. The gorgeous colors decorating the black night was rather far but still, beautiful. Thank you for your effort daddy. (:

The grueling 2 weeks of exams ended and we meet the much needed break.
Finally.

Thank you god..for the strength,for the love,for my family & friends.
For everything.

Till then..
so long and good night.

2008-08-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

it's going to be a do-or-die full swing study mode for now.
will be back soon, loves.

don't miss me too much.

2008-08-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

The day he has been waiting for his whole life. I knew he worked hard for this for the past years and finally able to fulfil his dreams.

For the newlyweds, my heartiest congratulations!
May you lead a blissful life blessed with all the love and happiness in the world.

selamat pengantin baru awak.
selamat berbahagia, bulan purnamaku.

Bintang di langit..Kerlip engkau di sana,
Memberi cahayanya di setiap insan.
Malam yang dingin kuharap engkau datang,
Memberi kerinduan di sela mimpi - mimpinya.

2008-08-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

The night got better yesterday with my completed task of notes-making for biz law. and then it was made sweeter with Zach's win and Dzhabar's (mas calls him a gargoyle -_-") victory. Yods's deserved win made fifi one super happy girl. ( i've had my hopes on Parr, but hey, if Thai were to lose Muay thai, i've got nothing to say). Contender Asia was my sweet escape for the night.

And then it was friday, the last day of the semester. I hate last goodbyes. Not as if we won't see each other again, but the times spent together was good. (a lil sidetracking here - my dear girl, if you find that his dishonesty is disturbing and heartbreaking, you have yet tasted the real thing. so take and hold on to his words, seek your heart's little voice. is he capable of doing such a sin?)

Spent lunch with the ladies [Mandy, Fifi & Mas] and as usual, yours truly won it big with 7.5 marks at HangMan but was brought down (by what i feel was an UNFAIR round and i'm NOT a sore loser) in the afternoon by Mas winning 2 points ahead of me. Consipiracy i tell you.

FY, I need you to come back asap cos Mandy is bullying ME when you're not around. And I need you to tell them that it's an unfair game and i deserve my one mark. Oh, I miss you...have you missed us yet?

hahah.

It's going to be a hectic weekend.
But i'll be back in time for the fireworks, i promise.

Happy B'day Singapore.

2008-08-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

Confined by the white walls and the strong smell of medicine, i concluded that some people live (and die for that matter) to be remembered. While others...just easily pass off as someone unimportant.

I'm in a f-up corrupted situation where no matter what i do, it is not enough. Its irritating and its unfair (but life itself, is unfair isnt it?) Just for the records, i'm genuinely tired from being a walking dictionary. And some of the sick morons think they're good at what they're so bad at and i have absolutely no freaking idea why they are where they are.

And i have no say to correct them.
Bummer.

So when these years at hospital-like structure i call school ends, i'm going to call it quits and make my own way. And i sure hope by then, life's pretty much more interesting than just being like episodes of those pathetic fillers Mis hates so much.

I feel miserable as sin and empty as hell.
But that doesn't allow you to take away what's mine, you hear me?

You win this time around,
but i promise to be infinity times happier than you soon.

2008-08-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

"If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack.

If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough."
- Amy Landers

How true.

Well now, is losing your face as important
as losing your chance at love?

2008-08-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

So, that was how it feels.
That tugging in your heart when you know you will never see him again.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

2008-08-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

"Their quota for sadness are up and out.
Now god gives all the sorrow to me."

***

So much for a sweet weekend.
Tired as hell and i dont feel good.

i think im coming down with fever or something.
godd.

oh MANDY!
if you're reading this, i did BIZ LAW already *bats eyelashes*
will you help me complete EFMA?

haha.

:)

Lunch with Norshimah Sulaiman.

2008-08-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Besides the regulars that i hang out with -FY & Amanda & Mas-
i do meet up with friends to catch up over lunch.

Lunch with Shimah was always full of interesting questions *winks* and most of the time, i am able to answer her.

But today, she decided to question me about something i have left out of my life for quite sometime.

Something that i failed to answer.

Something that started me thinking about the how unfair life is and how predictable men are.

:)

***

Nevertheless, it was one of the best weeks.

Survived Finance, caught up with Mas, completing projects & attending the delighted TBS's 2nd last lecture.

That satisfying week where you worked your butt out and everything's good and over.

Ahh, such sweet smell of weekend.

2008-07-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

headed to sleep last night, exhausted.
and the dream that god let me have in was simply sweet.
"why not you just hire me as your wife?"

talk about blatant flirting.

-_-"

***

i drag myself out of bed every morning to be positive and go to school.
i love school but its getting tiring especially with projects pilling up and due.

and very soon, exams are going to haunt me.

darned.
it's going to be that period where i scare the hell out of myself for no rhyme or reason. and not forgetting that it marks the end of another semester.
my bittersweet semester.

*sigh*

i went home with my face flushed.
unsure if it was due to the heat or what you did to me.

2008-07-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

dear darlings,

pictures for (ahem) sentosa are uploaded.
multiply, project rockstar.

:)

2008-07-24T05:38:00.001-07:00

this is what happens when you get 3 guys get "on the flow" battling on psp in the middle of your school canteen.

they stop in UNISON and focus on nothing else but the game while others stare at them in disbelief.

heh.

efma & ict test is up tmr (that explains the reason im not online),
all the best, darlings!

and "b",
im thinking of you too.

2008-07-23T05:11:00.001-07:00

i don't know if you really knew me that well,
or is it just because you simply don't have faith in me.

but whatever your reason is,
i thank you for making the wisest decision ever.

i love you, love.

The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

2008-07-22T17:11:00.000-07:00

To Rauf,
Sorry i messed up your presentation.

2008-07-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

The Case: N.Huda vs M.Zaini's Family

The issue here is whether M Zaini can be angry if the proposal is not accepted.

The law states that for a "contract" to be binding, 3 important requirements must be met. (i) Offer & Acceptance, (ii) Intention to Create Legal Relations and (iii) Considerations. The general rule is that an acceptance MUST BE communicated to the offeror. If the offeree merely writes down his/her acceptance on a piece of paper without informing the offeror, there is no contract.

Communication of the acceptance is said to take place only when the acceptance is received by the offeror. The law further states that An offeree who does nothing about an offer cannot be taken to have accepted the offer. The offeror maynot put a condition in his offer that silence shall constitute acceptance without the offeree's consent. Silence does not mean acceptance.

In applying the law, N.Huda did not communicate her acceptance to the offer made by M.Zaini's family. Thus, no binding "contract" has been formed.

In conclusion, M Zaini's family will not be able to take actions or be angry even if the proposal is not accepted. Things that are related to the future of N.Huda is up to her and her family to decide and no one else shall interfere by telling her what she should do (or who she should marry).

Case is closed.

Court is adjourned.

oh please, for once..
be a man.

2008-07-15T10:06:00.001-07:00

MY EVERY REASON TO BOTHER WATCHING S-LEAGUE.

heh.

*credits to FY.

2008-07-11T23:49:00.000-07:00

bad bad friday.
sorry fy.

i didn't mean it.

2008-07-09T08:58:00.002-07:00

FY says i have a problem of not telling people about how i feel about situations.
about my share of pain.
i think she is right.

great, i'll practically go insane soon enough.

***

and LA dance event?
at this rate, im just happy if it's a success.
like, seriously.

2008-07-04T22:32:00.000-07:00

BandzOut 08 was superb.
I enjoyed myself despite the bad hosting and some of the bands that simply didn't have the cut & couldn't make it. Thanks darlings, for (eventually) accompanying me. (i ended up with Aidil cos Mas had an appt,Nona had dinner,FY left for Night Safari,Wid gt bz with her proj,Dyla had to go home,Jannah gt too angry and Hadi was missing. ah well, thanks Aidil!)

My heartiest CONGRATULATIONS for my echoing legends,
TETRAD! on your victory.

a group of 4.
gorgeous boys.
perfect audience appeal.
great choice of songs.

its time to fasten your seatbelts everyone.

:)

pics are uploaded:
http://chubbycherry.multiply.com/photos

I know that i can find the fire in your eyes,
I'm going all the way, get away..please.
You take the breath right out of me,
You left a hole where my heart should be.

2008-06-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

for my darlings that are in need of motivation..my brother once said:

"be confident and strong in all that you do..
even if you're breaking down inside,
u gotta hold on strong and you'll find your way through..
remain calm even if u know your facts are wrong,
you can deal it through.."

im holding on strong, you should too! :)

and yessa! BRO's COMING BACK IN JULY!
*dances to the lala song*

Never, never, never, never ever give up.

2008-06-27T05:43:00.000-07:00

Long friday.
i passed my finance(yay!), wiki presentation went almost perfect, and i could manage the CRM paper without fainting at the info overload.

***

THE MAN OF THE NIGHT AWARD GOES TO:
Kamaruyaqzan of 3N7!!
big guts for a small boy, beautiful opening for the night!
congrats!

Rushed off to ACS after sch to join sis @ her cultural night. The theme was about "saving gaia" and it was so surprisingly beautiful that i almost teared. Congrats to all that made it a success. :)

Got to know some of her friends and i think they're sucha lovely bunch (okay minus the vulgarities). Beautiful (hui ping), simply handsome (yat! yat! yat!), funny("boyfriend"), smart mamat(zhi xiang), simply adorable(aiman) and the uber sweet & gorgeous(fareez khan). And that teacher of hers tt tagged my blog, he was so loved by everyone. Sucha positive aura about him.

I certainly didnt regret joining.
Thanks for bringing me along, kus.
in 2 years, aku nak pakai apa pulak eh?
:)

"One thing's for certain...We're not alone.
How could we ever thought that we're alone?"

2008-06-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

Number 1: GET YOUR BROTHER OFF MY BABY, ex bestfriend.
Number 2: Take care kay, ex president.

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ok friday's gonna be one helluva hectic day.

lessons : 9am to 4pm
CRM TEST! : 4pm to 6pm
Cultural night : 7pm to 10pm

woohoo.
balik terus pengsan.

Send him my love,
if you see him out on the streets.